i dun seems to quite like touching the computer lately..cos i noe each time i on the computer, i will visit her blog..visit his frenster..jus so curious of knowing whats goin on now between you two..but for what?!? i also dunno..tot i can live one day without anything to do with you!!
but then.. everywhere i go today seems to remind me of you..
our 1st sentosa trip was class's CTIS..
the first time i went into vivo's movie theater was with you!
JUS SO WHAT THE HELL LA..but i feel much better~ least i dun miss you tt badly now..and i jus like the feeling of being really tired..there's nth more i wanna do then sleep when i have got nth to do..there's nth to think about b4 bedtime..even b4 i lie down on my bed, i doze off on the chair or table le..
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i dunno whats with some ppl recently..
i think they need to go for some brain washing..
i think the problem doesnt lie with us..
so i wun even bother talking to you about it..
its jus the knote in you tt you cannot untie..
if tt continues, i think you'll lose everything around you...
everything includes us.. and you'll nv get any of these in future..
continue isolatin yourself in some ulu island..
and you think we'll come for you?
slowly wait ba.. cos we noe..
whatever we say, we still cant change tt stupid brain of yours.
so why waste time?
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its so hard finding a someone i feel comfortable talking to about everything..
besides my girls la..
but jus as i've found them, there's jus this barrier there blocking..
he's one i can share everything with inside out..
we went for movie twice tt week..
talked for hours on the phone on tt weekends..
endless msg-ing everyday..
then suddenly a msg came from him..
telling me he feel tt talking to me is jus like talking to his younger sis..
and then things change..we're not tt close anymore..
i tot we should be closer instead since im jus like your younger sister?
i dunno whats he's thinking though..
sister means cannot talk mehx? there goes one talking kaki for me..
then you..i enjoy talking to you..
feel comfortable talking and crapping with you..
i jus had this feeling tt we can be a little closer friends..
but somehow there's this thing there blocking..
holding things back..
tell me if im wrong..
cos im only guessing..
~~~~~~~~~~people will only noe me if i allow them to..they'll only be in my world if i allow them to..evey entry needs a permit.i've said my piece of word..i wun wanna say anything else cos i noe you've already understood them..i wun bother anymore now on..
if i were to care about how you feel.. then who is goin to care about mine?im selfish..but which human being is not so? im still waiting for my msg tone to ring from either one of you..
Sometimes there are jus too much to be said!too much fun for me to describe! but i love every single person in my life =)
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