Tyring to blog the past few days but the stupid blogger jus doesnt allow me to post n not even pictures lahx.. fed up seh!! but actually not very happening recently lahx..
Couples very into fights recently..haha.. little arguements here and there.. Big ones that nearky cause breakups!! n some serious unhappiness between couples..hmm.. have learnt alot these few days lahx.. lIOnel and i jus fought a week back! yeah,,the feelin wasnt really nice..n further more its my fault for showing attitude for the entire day lahx..he's trying hard to make me smile but yet i still liddat..sigh! but everytHing is alrights now..hehe.. nv gonna repeat it again.. =)
Hmm..couple fights n quarrels are unavoidable,becos nomatter what, there are differences between TWO.. but whats important, TWO get to noe more about each other n it strengthen the relationship too.. i've seen couples fighting over puny matters.. made each other so unhappy about it.. but thats the way things are lahx.. either blust it now, or store them till one cant take it..and thats the time when everything ends.. the matter may be nothing to one..but a big matter to the other one.
learn to understand n learn to accept the way things are when nothing can be done to change the situation.. jus like you cant expect your partner to give up a friend because of the unhappiness about that friend in you.. you cant expect him or she to give up hanging with a particular group of people when you dun like it.. because when a relationship ends, the percentage of being together again as a friend is freaking low! not everyone can accept the one they once loved..they once hug. they once did everything with to actually stand in front of you yet you cant do anytHIng like the past to him or her but to only look at him/her using the eye of an friend.. it can be done.. but long time is needed.. wells.. afterall, friends are the one thats gonna be there to help you mend that broken heart..to dry your tears..to accompany you through the lonely times ba..
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Anyway..i wonder why am i saying all these here..haha.. but are jus thoughts ba.. after hearing what da jie told me about her bF..im jus thinkin..how can he actually say he still like his ex girlfren..but he likes da jie more..it doesnt make sense at all.. after a year plus together.. yet he can tell you he still like his ex.. oH wells..!!!! i seriously dunno how to love two at a time.. have two in my heart at a time.. it jus simply doesnt have space at all for two..
Been seeing hong yang recently..mayb for the past two days only ba..met up for bball n he came over to my place to play game with my bro.. we talked about how lousy we were as a boyfriend n Girlfriend in the past..n if i were to think back, im really a better one now..though there are certain things i still cant change.. stil cant do to perfect myself.. and i dunno how to cos everyone is imperfect! i can only avoid things you dun like me to do.. but im sorry.. i still cant stop letting my thoughts run wild..
i Really dunno how to talk about it when im face to face with you.so i can only keep mum about it when you are around and only start to talk to you about it thru sms..dunno if you are gonna be here to read this..if you do then liddat..if you dun then liddat also lorx.
hmm.. insecure..still insecure..the feeling jus came back recently.. its not about talking to girls.being close to girls..cos i can see all these clearly on the surface..its in the heart that im scared of.. it matters to you how much HE meant to me isnt it.it matters to me whether SHE still mean something to you too..i cant not let that be a topic between us.i've try but jus cant..because i may not bring it up often to you.or rather this is the 2nd time i talk about her...but its always within me...cos afterall we still have to face it..
how not to think so much.. she once stolen your heart away for 4 years..have she return it all to you?! its jus the same as how you feel about HIM.. you are afraid if one day he comes n tell me he love me, i'll go with him..i totally understand how you feel now cos i feel the same way too.. will you ever come telling me 10 years later that you still have her in you? wat will you do if she ever phone you n tell you she actually likes you?!?
haha..these are jus my thoughts which i think there's a need to let you noe n i wanna let you noe.. not trying to quarrel over this.. not trying to make thiis worst.. but these are the things in me that i've always wanted to tell you.. =) i feel better typing all here.. i've got STm remember!i'll forget everything once i've said enough about it,.. THATS ME !!!
*grin* girls think further n more then a guy..hehe..
gonna play maple now.. =)
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Sunday gonna be a busy day. but i really hope to make it to both PSS n Team tangling's match.. dun wan my DARLINGS to think i've forgotten about them..dun wanna let the MC peeps to think that i've forgot about them too.. and so is my team! Miss-ed the Fun we all had together!! WHEE!!!!!
Sometimes there are jus too much to be said!too much fun for me to describe! but i love every single person in my life =)
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